Its pretty funny that I got this thought while watching a music video from Tae Yang called " Wedding Dress". Absolutely love the video although its very simple and no doubt his dance skills is *screams* great. hehe
What came in to my mind was if one sense and feel like he/she have to do something, there is no need to think but just go and accomplish it. That's if the situation is right and what one is going to do is a right move. This is not for people who wish to take revenge or get into any illegal acts.
What I am trying to say is, if God prompt us to do something, we know that we have to do it whether we like it or not. I have to admit that I was "spoon-fed" for quite sometime and I knew one day I have to learn how to feed myself with His grace. It was a little bit hard as I could not recognize His voice and also confused on whether it is my thought or is it really Him. Sometimes, I tend to just ignore it. But God is so good to me and He have not given up on me. I slowly, with the power of the Holy Ghost began to grow and have a father-daughter relationship with my Daddy in heaven and that is where it all begins. I wonder, what if I got to really recognize His voice way before this and are able to always say Yes to Him, will I be living in a differently right now? Will I still be in the same ministry as I am in right now? I guess I will never know.
However, I have not regretted once everything that had happened in my life because that is how I become who I am right now and I proud to say that I am happy with how things is going in my life and looking forward to see what God has install for me, my family and Kingdom Dancers. I am very very blessed to be part of Kingdom Dancers, my very first ministry. I could not imagine myself saying NO to this ministry. I will be so dumb to do that and I am sure there will be no second chance for me. To say Yes its easy, to walk on the road where God has lead us is not. After joining Kingdom Dancers, I felt like I have a very big responsibility to hold on to. To say Yes to Him its like receiving a reward from the King ( I always dream to be receiving a reward from Queen Elizabeth.. so =.= ikr ), all happy happy in the beginning, but the pain-in-the-butt moment is when I have to maintain my status as Kingdom Dancer. There is a lot, let me repeat A Lot to sacrifice. Its like my part of my lifestyle have to changed. I have to be careful of what comes out from my mouth and also be more cautious in what I am doing.
It was difficult at first and there are times where I asked myself " is it really worth my tiredness ". If someone were to ask me that question, I will not be able to answer him/ her but if that question is appointed to me now, I will answer Yes without a doubt. All the obstacles I have to face, all the feelings I have to feel, all the things I have to sacrifice, and all the things I have to do even if I don't like it is definitely worth it because I believe and striving to something which is permanent and that is God's glory in my life.
Back to the main point, if God prompt you to do something or even let go of something, just put your full trust on Him and do it because you know its gonna be worth it. Say "Yes, I will do it". Don't be surprised if you suddenly loose people you once use to be closed with or when people choose to suddenly keep a distance with you or if you have to be alone at times. When that happens, you know that you are growing and they just can't catch up with you. By that, you will also begin to see who are your real friends and that your actions can also change how they see things. Remember that ignorance is a bliss and endurance is the best solution to everything.
Today's bible quote is from Matthew 7:11 and it says " if you then, being evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father who is in Heaven give good things to those who ask Him". Ain't it beautiful. It really strikes me and also reminded me that, I don't have to please everyone around me but my Father in Heaven who are able to give me all that I want and need. All in all, I am not complaining about the responsibility I have to carry but am thrilled and blessed to be given this opportunity to hold unto something which is so big and deep.
