Hello. I am back from Ipoh. No words can describe my weekend in Ipoh. Its beyond amazing. I have been longing to get out of Penang for a while even if its just Ipoh, but its an awesome weekend with my family and time for myself. Its the moment where you need to go some place where you can close your eyes, listen to music and think, does not matter whether its good or bad.
I had an amazing week physically but not emotionally and mentally good. I don't feel the peace in me anymore. I am always cautious in what I am doing. Everything does not come naturally for me anymore. There is a lot in my mind until I do not know what is it that keeps pulling me down. Until now, I still do not know what is it that is throwing me to the ground but what I do know is I felt peace in my heart.
I guess I need to be reminded once in a while, in fact everybody needs to be reminded as well in one way or another that they are worth more than anything or anybody else. All I do when I reach Ipoh is find a good comfortable couch, lie down, put on my earphones, plugged it in to my phone, let the songs play , close my eyes and think. Questions like " why am I put in this situation? " " Why is it that I have to go through the same situation with different people? " " Where is the one? " was in my head.
and guess what? Soon before I know it, a song entitled "Shelter" by Corrinne May is played and I can say that it is the only song that put a stop to what I am thinking and concentrate on the lyrics to the song. I suddenly feel at peace and I smiled. Teared a little bit but I quickly wipe it off because there are people in the house. Call me crazy but after that, I decided to get back up, chill with my cousin, hang out with sister and not just lay down and be some anti-social freak. haha
Corrinne May is a Singaporean who is currently based in LA to pursue her music career. She is a singer, song-writer, plays guitar and piano as well. She is a Christian and have already published 4 albums. =)
I am currently inlove with her songs from the album called " Beautiful Seed" . I would like to share with you the lyrics. It is really meaningful. Everytime I listen to the song, I feel alive. =)
What's wrong, whats getting you down
Is it something I might have said?
You're walking around
with your head to the ground
and your eyes are watery red
I know you've been through rough times
Kicked around, thrown to the ground
but you've always been the strong one
So don't tell me that nobody gets you
'cause I'm standing in your corner
Knocking at tour door
You don't have to be alone
Just call my name
Let me be an answer
'cause it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain
Help me understand
Let me be your shelter my friend
We share a bond
You and I we belong
We're like coffee and morning trains
You strip my defenses
I catch your pretenses
The same blood runs through our veins
I swore I'd be your lifeline
Made a vow that I'd surround you with love at every milestone
I'll listen when nobody gets you
I'm still standing in your corner
Waiting by your door
You don't have to be alone
Just call my name
Let me be an answer
'cause it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain
Help me understand
Let me be your shelter my friend
It was not too long ago
You sought to understand
You helped me mend
Remember when
So promise me you'll
call my name
Let me be an answer
'cause it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain
Help me understand
Let me be your shelter my friend
.............Blessed Day................ <3 <3
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